Been aware for a while now that my heart's not as hot as it should be. I think about it every day, but haven't yet changed my ways. Is this rebellion, laziness, faithlessness? I hope not. I've come to the point where I must face what I know- I've been called, and if I carry on this way, I will regret it later. I want to go into the next year running, heart on fire and fearless. I want to see incredible things and know God in every moment.